Say It, It's Better

extremely upset... my mac, my cell, my wallet..., all gone :'(

and my ipod from my teddy

I am a hunter, but not a warrior
He can’t become a warrior, because he’s not a hunter

Should I remember what had happened last night?
He told me he was excited to go back home to see me
To tell me the good news
The realization that hit him that night

But the good news turned out to be a war
I didn’t receive this good news as good

I thought I was the happiest girl in the world
Just a few hours ago, I even changed the title of my page to Ecstasy
I thought I have everything I want
I thought this was not going to end
And now, I guess it is over

Sunday night, feeling melancholy as usual
“Call me when you go to bed,
I’ll wish you a sweet dream and good night.”
Does it help, at all? I ask myself

Thanksgiving was not hard to get through
Had a big party on the beach at the north shore

First time tried smore
The roasted marshmallow and the melted chocolate
Wish that he were next to me around the campfire

First time tried weed
Totally wasted, didn’t feel anything
People say feeling comes only after several trials
I don’t think I’ll try it again
Not as fragrant as I was told

First time tried sky dive
Thought that I just needed to jump off cliff
After talking with him
Found out I was to jump off a plane
“Are you alive”, he texted me

There is one great truth on this planet
Whoever you are
Whatever it is that you do
When you really want something
It’s because that desire originated in the soul of the universe
It's your mission on earth
To realize one's destiny is a person's only real obligation
All things are one
And, when you want something
The entire universe conspires in helping you to achieve it

I have a new goal now
Hoping the whole universe conspires in helping me to achieve it